All of These Lines: My Story of Pregnancy, Loss and Hope

Have you ever felt like you were doing grief wrong?

If you’ve experienced pregnancy loss and feel misunderstood and alone, this book is for you. Inside, you’ll find practical tools to release the pressure, silence your inner critic, and find courage in simply living.

Inside this book, you’ll discover how to:

• Release the pressure to “get over it,” so you can honor your grief without shame or timelines
• Silence your inner critic and finally show yourself the compassion you’ve been denying
• Integrate trauma into your story without letting it hijack your future or define who you become
• Build a real support system with people who truly see you and hold space for your pain
• Find courage in simply living, one manageable day at a time, when everything feels impossible

This book is your companion if you’ve experienced:

• Pregnancy loss, infant loss, or infertility struggles
• The helplessness of supporting a loved one through loss
• Profound grief that’s left you wondering how to keep going

Written with raw honesty, compassion, and unexpected moments of humor, this memoir and guide by Bianca Johnson shares her journey through six pregnancy losses from eight pregnancies. Through vivid storytelling and practical journaling exercises, Bianca walks alongside you—not with prescriptive advice, but with validation, permission to grieve your way, and a roadmap back to yourself when you thought you were lost forever.

Your grief is yours alone. But you don’t have to walk through it alone.

AUTHOR BIO:

Bianca Johnson is an Empowerment Coach and the founder of an online support community for loss-moms in South Africa. After experiencing six pregnancy losses from eight pregnancies, she dedicated herself to creating spaces where women could find solace and connection during life’s most isolating experiences. Bianca lives in Rosetta, in the KZN Midlands of South Africa, with her husband, two children, and their chaotic menagerie of pets. When she’s not writing or coaching, you’ll find her journaling in her wildflower garden.